~*mA aLBUm*~

Happiness - I found it.

Started today onward ...

I'm going live happily ever after with my own self.
I wont sad for anymore for anyone.
Love my families.

If it says about marry which i don't hope much for tat.
Why should i make my self so sad, tension, suffer, think>thought?
Wasting a time.

I found who are making me alwalys happy.
I found it ...
It is myself.

Previously, i studyhard...
Im working hard now...

to pay tis and tat... kekeke
Shop tis and tat ... kekeke
travelling here and der ... kekeke
dress myself ... kekeke
Go saloon myself ... kekeke
treat myself ... kekeke
walk myself ... kekeke
cook myself ... kekeke

>> im duin it all by myself ... i'm happy.

Song - Cascasda: Another U

So many times I was alone and couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
'Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see

A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say good-bye...

'Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like we used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
'Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure... I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side?
I've been afraid I couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day

You're not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you, they just fade away

'Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
'Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure... I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes (Oh~~!)
You're still a part of my life...

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
'Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure... I'll find another you, mm...

Oh, I'll find another you

Reason: im sayin tat i choose to let go 
of 'my past sadness and start over again wit another of u' which i do not have much more confident and i alwix hope my heart can tell but actually cant.

Is either we make da most difficult decision ... for the BEST of u and me.

-i love u-

A chapter

A chapter  - i do conclude tat i don love you as before and now.

Eventhrough we don querrel and argue, when you askin tis tat and it is difficult for me to answer or comment even to promise. Is it late and i think it is taking an ages if to build back the same feelin that i had before with you which im not able to make it now.i'm sorry.

I need time .. to rest n dun push me.
Even i do understand what you have told me tat night.

I do understand both us having a bad tempered when either one of us think whether tat issue is right or wrong and directly we will concluded it as our answer. It just like from two different group (AandB) but we still can work out in a same group. why?

I do keep all the sadness alone in my heart bcos i do try before to tell you but u keep continue to making the same mistakes which im disappointed of.
- I alwix hope you der to protect me -

But all i do is for your own good and i dun get any benefit or extra income. Even i'm a girl but i do alwalys try protect the one i love. I do told 'If you love me now then i will love you forever'.

You do tell me 'No matter wat happen, pls dun let me alone'.
I'm very sad when i remember tis sentences which i don't mean to make you sad, drunk and cry. How pain am i .. haiz.

Until this stage, i don't know what is all meaning of true love. But i do understand meaning of scarify and the future you do plan off when you really meant it. And it doesnt count whether i love you now/later and vice versa.

I jus need a confident and secure that simple from you. <before tis>

- d u noe hw to love me without being told> or everything so transitory -

To be continued <need to rewrite?>

What do u really want and need?

to be continued.

sometimes we argue in a relationship but try to be more considerate.. and have to compromise..i think gua.

sometimes we argue in a relationship but try to be more considerate.. and have to compromise..i think gua.

do not read... my PandC

My decision:

RESPECT ...

else it become a burden and problem to me.

Which u cant see frm ur side.

IM APPRECIATED:

but tat my problem which i can handled myself. <TRUST ME>

REASONS:

I dont this become your burden

Dont wan you to comment hw i am...

DONt's:

Conclude any single things for me cos you dono d impact do affect myside.

PLEASE:

Do ask my opinion and comment everytime.

IF U understand or love me:

U should let me handled myself and respect my decision.

ELSE:

I will ask help from you <if i really need it>

If you still unchanged, then you wont change even for future if we are together <just assume>

I DO:

Understand your kindness and d relationship.

Thanks and Appreciate.

***damn it, im damn sad sad sad. why?

WHy?

My decision:

RESPECT ...

else it become a burden and problem to me.

Which u cant see frm ur side.

IM APPRECIATED:

but tat my problem which i can handled myself. <TRUST ME>

REASONS:

I dont this become your burden

Dont wan you to comment hw i am...

DONt's:

Conclude any single things for me cos you dono d impact do affect myside.

PLEASE:

Do ask my opinion and comment everytime.

IF U understand or love me:

U should let me handled myself and respect my decision.

ELSE:

I will ask help from you <if i really need it>

If you still unchanged, then you wont change even for future if we are together <just assume>

I DO:

Understand your kindness and d relationship.

Thanks and Appreciate.

our anniversary (2nd yr)

15 Nov is ur 2nd yr anniversary.. i know it is very important to me..

but i noe it is not to other some guys.

Thanks.

Trip to Pulau Ketam (On 1st Raya 13th and 14th September 2007)

Trip to Pulau Ketam (On 1^st Raya 13^th and 14^th September 2007)

I love the trip to Pulau Ketam.

Even most of them do not like this place.

I like the food, fishing (even no fish), market which I can go lepak abit.

I know tat I’m out from my work and city.

Even though, this place is nothing much special compare oz but I very happy with it.

Going for holiday or vacation is my ever dream with the one I love.

I’m enjoying and I will be back one day.

Me, t*loon, ah Bin and Warren*

Trip to Pulau Ketam (On 1st Raya 13th and 14th September 2007)

Trip to Pulau Ketam (On 1^st Raya 13^th and

14^th September 2007

)

I love the trip to Pulau Ketam.

Even most of them do not like this place.

I like the food, fishing (even no fish), market which I can go lepak abit.

I know tat I’m out from my work and city.

Even though, this place is nothing much special compare oz but I very happy with it.

Going for holiday or vacation is my ever dream with the one I love.

I’m enjoying and I will be back one day.

Me, t*loon, ah Bin and Warren*